Sagittarius Sun - Libra Rising - Scorpio Moon - Venus in Sagittarius
During this lifetime,
I have always felt as if I was a soul who had returned to a planet I have traveled hundreds of times. And with each time, the shock of coming back takes me years to settle into. As a little girl, I found more of me was interested in the stars than my presence here on earth. For over a decade, I silently wrote my struggles and journey through poetry. Then I found a camera and became obsessed with making my visions come to life. All things mystical and magic intrigued me. I am certain they are lives once lived.
Since 2011, I have evolved as a photographer and feel that I finally found my style and direction. Ethereal Surrealism is the best way I feel to describe my work. I love all things other-worldly, while also finding a way to pull the beauty, uniqueness and brilliance from each person I work with. Over time, I have taken many breaks from photography and changed my viewpoint many times on the direction that best displayed my imagination. I had to take a deep dive within myself and find my own worthiness.
I had to learn over time how to heal myself, first. Before I was able to see clearly, be jolted and conscious to my own self-awareness; I sat in my pain with little hope. I didn't know how to understand everything I was feeling and could not change my mind about my self-worth and feelings of abandonment. I sat in an emotionally abusive and manipulative relationship for over 10 years. I cut my body off from feeling my own desires. I did not think I had the strength within to take the leap into the unknown.
I silenced my voice for so long that I accumulated cancer. I kept my father issues silent and pretended they didn't bother me. I became a mother to a beautiful, masculine soul. I kept repeating patterns of lover relationships that did not create the foundation I was deserving of receiving. I hid my light and brilliance from other’s because I did not believe in my own gifts and abilities.
I sat in that space of victim, until I had enough. Until those truths merely became the story of my life. I made a choice to wake up, change my life, move forward, forgive myself and others. I am grateful for my past and all that I experienced. I use this inner power now to help those around me remember their power and heal. I no longer make my past a part of my identity. I choose to show up for myself and not self-abandon. I choose to be authentic about my desires and boundaries.
From life experience and the knowledge I have acquired from mentors and teachers, I now choose to go towards bliss and joy. I look forward to sharing all of my fiery spirit to anyone who wants to connect, expand and heal together.
Love + Magic,
P.S. I am a Momma and this is my son, Justice. A glorious soul here to show us a new kind of world!
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